Yay time change!
This has always been my favorite time change of the year. Why? More sun!!!
In light of this “Spring Forward” season, I choose to work harder with my goal of moving forward with my goals – not backwards, sideways, or sitting still, but forward. Nothing is going to happen if I don’t do it.
“Dare to live the life you have dreamed for yourself. Go forward and make your dreams come true.” — Ralph Waldo Emerson
Sometimes I start to worry about my lifestyle decisions, listen to the nay-sayers, second-guess myself.
Good or bad, it forces me to imagine the “what-if’s”…
- I could return to any of those crappy jobs that may or may not pay well, but guaranteed to suck my will to live.
- I could get an apartment again. Decorate it with the few things I own. Enjoying the process for a bit, and then sitting there all alone, with no idea what I’m doing.
- Followed shortly by freaking out, and walking to the nearest bar or cafe for some social interaction. Probably have some random guy hit on me.
- Texting friends and wondering why everyone is always too busy to call me or hang out (*generalization – I heart the few who actually check in on me.)
The idea of going back to my old life stresses me out WAY worse than the nervousness of an unknown future.
So I look forward. I imagine the completion of my minimalism project. Packing my bags. Getting more stamps on my passport. Continuing with my world-wide education. It takes me to my happy place.
It’s the 1st of March! (aka March 2nd)
Yesterday morning I woke up with a brain-child and announced to my little turtle pillow that March was officially “The Month of Minimalism”! I was very excited. I also decided to give myself the highly creative goals of:
- writing a blog post each day in March, and
- taking a photo every day (to make my posts that much cooler).
For awhile, I basked in the glow of my new and lovely ideas. Drank a pot of coffee. Then promptly distracted myself by cleaning the kitchen, doing the laundry, and other such personal and household chores that I only do when I’m avoiding something.
I’m brilliant that way.
Then I remembered…minimalism! Right. Spent the rest of the day working away in my sister’s basement – labeling in-boxes designated for “donations” and “selling”, sorting through items, tearing down recyclables, and generally making a big disaster of it all.
I even went as far as to pull out the camera to see the make & model so I could make an informed reply to a blog post I had read. And then put it back in it’s oh-so-fashionable camera case without even turning it on.
Which brings me to the 1st of March, part 2. But that’s okay. Who’s judging anyway? I’ll just keep trudging away at this and maybe eventually I’ll get the hang of it.
Here’s a photo to get me started…
Jasper the Travel Gnome visits Air Force Academy in Colorado, USA.